me and him really cant get along... our suituation is juz like my parents... fighting over something small and make it into a big one...

his attitude really sux this few days... he noes i got a bad temper and yet he juz like talk back to me in a bad attitude way which makes things even worst...

that time i drag him out to help me choose cny clothes... i got my black dress and i am finding a short jacket that can go with my black dress... and he chose white... my father is super traditional so i am afraid that he wuld mind that i am wearing white plus black during cny...

and guess what he fucking say to me: u cont like that i go home ar i tell u...

make my whole shopping mood into a disaster...

is like the longer we got together the mre we cant get along...

is really exactly like my parents...

i only can say...

I HATE HIM!

i noe he bought me lots of ex gift... like during our 1 year 3 mths anni... he suddenly gave me a necklace frm chomel... but relationship is not abt what gifts u give to each other... is abt attitude... is abt giving in... if we cant change some part of our attitude we have to tolerate...

like my bad temper he always got ways to tolerate them... UNLESS he is sick! i tell u when he is sick his temper is even worst than a ox...

i juz said when u r tired u juz dunu how to hong ppl...

his reply was: fancy knowing i am sick still wan me to hong u...

wtf!

so next time i am sick yr mood not really good i also dun hong u luhs ok...

i am sick...

and he is busy

equals to

no concern frm him...

do u c how sucky he is right now...

i juz gonna say...

i dunu whether shuld i cont...

ever since i am with him... even my public holidays cant celebrate in a happy way...

well,

he juz dun feel anything unless he got the taste of it...

like.. he is playing game i am down there doing nth... he wont feel a thing...

today... i didnt really bother him on the phone... and he keep complaining that he was bored... so i juz said: so do u noe how i felt last time when u did this to me?

till now... i still dun have the sure feeling i gonna be with this guy for the rest of my life...

i am afraid our marriage life wuld be even worst than this...

after a long relationship... sometimes his attitude really make me feel like slapping his fucking face...

get the fact right is that relationship is not abt gifts is abt how well u treat yr other half...

char wise... seriously... yr char sometimes really sux to the core...

i noe i sux too... cuz of my temper... but at least i admit it...

whenever we quarrel u wanna show yr power and no matter what u juz dun give in...

whatever shit...

u really sux ok...

i dunu y did i even accepted yr patch... probably i was blind... or probably i dunu u well enough...

relationship really sux... GUYS ALL SUX!

1st few mths... awww... so sweet... dear this dear that... like super glue like that cannot leave each other embrace....

after a while... plz luhs yr attitude really sux can.. and bla bla bla... all those "cat fight" comes out... true colors show out... nvr mit for a long time also nvrm de... cuz alrdy sian le...

GUYS R ALL THE SAME! THEY SUX! GOOD GUYS ALL EXTINCT ALRDY!