me and him really cant get along... our suituation is juz like my parents... fighting over something small and make it into a big one...

his attitude really sux this few days... he noes i got a bad temper and yet he juz like talk back to me in a bad attitude way which makes things even worst...

that time i drag him out to help me choose cny clothes... i got my black dress and i am finding a short jacket that can go with my black dress... and he chose white... my father is super traditional so i am afraid that he wuld mind that i am wearing white plus black during cny...

and guess what he fucking say to me: u cont like that i go home ar i tell u...

make my whole shopping mood into a disaster...

is like the longer we got together the mre we cant get along...

is really exactly like my parents...

i only can say...

I HATE HIM!

i noe he bought me lots of ex gift... like during our 1 year 3 mths anni... he suddenly gave me a necklace frm chomel... but relationship is not abt what gifts u give to each other... is abt attitude... is abt giving in... if we cant change some part of our attitude we have to tolerate...

like my bad temper he always got ways to tolerate them... UNLESS he is sick! i tell u when he is sick his temper is even worst than a ox...

i juz said when u r tired u juz dunu how to hong ppl...

his reply was: fancy knowing i am sick still wan me to hong u...

wtf!

so next time i am sick yr mood not really good i also dun hong u luhs ok...

i am sick...

and he is busy

equals to

no concern frm him...

do u c how sucky he is right now...

i juz gonna say...

i dunu whether shuld i cont...

ever since i am with him... even my public holidays cant celebrate in a happy way...

well,

he juz dun feel anything unless he got the taste of it...

like.. he is playing game i am down there doing nth... he wont feel a thing...

today... i didnt really bother him on the phone... and he keep complaining that he was bored... so i juz said: so do u noe how i felt last time when u did this to me?

till now... i still dun have the sure feeling i gonna be with this guy for the rest of my life...

i am afraid our marriage life wuld be even worst than this...

after a long relationship... sometimes his attitude really make me feel like slapping his fucking face...

get the fact right is that relationship is not abt gifts is abt how well u treat yr other half...

char wise... seriously... yr char sometimes really sux to the core...

i noe i sux too... cuz of my temper... but at least i admit it...

whenever we quarrel u wanna show yr power and no matter what u juz dun give in...

whatever shit...

u really sux ok...

i dunu y did i even accepted yr patch... probably i was blind... or probably i dunu u well enough...

relationship really sux... GUYS ALL SUX!

1st few mths... awww... so sweet... dear this dear that... like super glue like that cannot leave each other embrace....

after a while... plz luhs yr attitude really sux can.. and bla bla bla... all those "cat fight" comes out... true colors show out... nvr mit for a long time also nvrm de... cuz alrdy sian le...

GUYS R ALL THE SAME! THEY SUX! GOOD GUYS ALL EXTINCT ALRDY!

anw... yest... went to celeb baby's advance bday... which cost me a bomb... cant compare the price he paid my ds as my bday present...

went bakerzin which sock hui recommended me... we went to vivo!

she actually ask me to buy a cake to surprise him... but i was thinking since we r out i treat him instead... he paid for the drinks... i paid for the food plus cake...

once in a year... well, i tot that since he culd wrk so freaking hard... juz to buy me a DS and his bro a psp... i ought to treat him something good for his bday as well...

hmmm... sock hui got the same tot as baby... since a girl also think that way... i got no words to say right... i shuld listen instead...

but joyce got the same tot as me... lol... but i did some thinking like the way he treat me... the way he culd spent his money on me when he culd pamper himself with the money he earn... so i followed sock hui's tot...

anw... after eating we walk walk walk... after that home sweet home... baby stayed at my hse for the night... slept at 3 plus cuz he got mfb meeting the next day... which kinda spoils my mood...

i woke him up at 8am... and he went back to slp till 9 plus... yes... he was late... -.-...

he rushed and stuff... i went back to my la la land... woke up at abt 3 plus... lol yes... i am a pig...

bathed... ate... waited for him to come... he suppose to finish at 2 to 3 plus... in the end it ended at 6... haii.. sian... he came here... the time is alrdy 7 plus le... sian... he ate dinner at my hse...

he left at abt 10pm...

tml... i following him to paya lebar to help out... hees...

but gotta wake up early... =(((

haii now still no news of job... tml... probably doing sales for the time being le... till march ba... then if can get in poly jiu go into april intake... if i am not rong... dunu they wanna employ ppl who only wrk till end of march...

this year is a year that makes me super worried... if u read the news... they said this year having servere recession... haii... super scared can... the economic is like so bad until this kind of state...

anw. i watch yu le bai fen bai on the 29th... and i totally agree with what luo zhi xiang said...

he said during courtship the guys wuld be v romantic, ti tie and such... even if the girl v ren xin he will still find her v cute... then if the girl wuld to complain that she felt neglected and such... the guy wuld pei her no matter what... but after being together for long... they guy wuld like change into another person... if the girl wuld to complain y u always pei yr frens nvr pei me... then the guy wuld i reply i wanna pei my frens cannot izzit...

yea... something like that... whatever it is i totally agree luhs...

sometimes i juz hate baby's char.. sometimes he like v xiao zhang.. i dun like it... like wanna smack his face kinda feeling lor...

whatever... i going off le...

PS baby better treat me better... if not u shuld noe what i am gonna do to u... *evil laugh*