went to read through my past entries and I felt so sucky about it luhs... haha... yep... for the pass 3 days was in the BLAZE camp... it was hell fun ok... haha... cuz got so many entertainer... LOLX... Nico was the funniest wan among the group... he sure got potential to be a leader luhs... and yess... yu xin also... jonathan sure got lots of creative ideas inside his mind man... Rappy was the most quiet wan among us... Awie... hmm... dun really know him that much but he is really helpful when we were playing games and of course he is also a cool guy sia... and last but not least Wei Jie... he also got creative idea... LOLX... ohh... and not forgetting my classmates... didn't really talk to them cuz feeling tired throughout the camp... haha...

first day of the camp... around 5.45am woke up cuz miting yvonne all at tamp... bath and everything... get ready at 6.30am... my father drove me there... and yes early in the morning heavy rain... so my father pass me a small umbrella which doesn't make any difference cuz my jeans and shirt is quite wet... yvonne has already reach... waiting for desmond to come... jeremy woke up late so he said that he will go on his own... took bus 31 to school... suppose to wait for kevin BUT he was late and the bus has already arrive... Yvonne's idea to board the bus first and said tell him to meet us in school instead... we board the bus and I called him saying we already bored the bus and he was super pissed off about that... went to the fountain to wait for everybody to arrive... after the BL took our attendance and all... walk outside of the back gate and wait for the bus... reach there... head to the learning lounge... had units lesson first after that went to check in to our room... pack our tings and then went for lunch... after lunch had unit lesson again... after that suppose to go outdoor for some activity but it was being cancelled since it is still raining and we played indoor games instead...

but still, is fun... haha... yep... was rather quiet for the first day as I only know maisara and yvonne... duh... they are my classmates of course luhs... haha... and I felt that yu xin was rather fierce like I own him 10 million like that... haha... no luhs... I meant his expression... so the first day was all indoor tings... went for Dinner then went for amazing race... the amazing race was fun ok... and jenna claim that I was super skinny and told my team mates to look after me and feed me more... =.=... and she said that she wants to see a different me on the 2nd day... ohh ok... after amazing race went back to the learning lounge... and had a debrief and so on till I was so drop dead... after that went back to our rooms... went to bath and so on... lights off... hehe.. couldn't get back to sleep luhs... cuz not use to it... LOLX...

2nd day... woke up early in the morning... about 6am... bath and everything... assemble at the parade square... did some warm up... walk to the kent ridge park... did some cool down warm up... had breakfast... and yes they listened to Jenna by grabbing more food for me... haii~~ of course I have to eat them up... after eating went for unit lesson which is boring~~~... had lunch... and yes another mountain of food... after that Unit lesson again... after that outline of unit 5 &6... groups splitted... for my group went downstairs to play some body sissors paper stone game... after awhile went back inside and play puzzle... was kinda stone luhs... haha.. after that went to the basketball court for enegizers... played the body sissors paper stone again... haha... after that went to discuss abt the theme party skit... had a rehersal... went back to the learning lounge for briefing for the theme party... we was panick about what to wear and so... went back to our room find one set of clothing just wear and went for dinner... and yes... nico went to get a plate of mountain of rice for me... i couldn't finish it... sorry~~~ haha... after that went to the learning lounge outside and get prepared for the skit later... then got a number tag... slack outside for awhile... went in... I was super boredddddd~~~ cuz the person sitting beside me is I also dunu who is he... then my friends all sitting behind and right in front... super sianz~~~ waited waited waited~~~ when my group turn to go up... I was speachless on what I wanna say... after that had skit... it was quite sucessful... before prize giving watch videos on our camp journey... wanted to cry when I watch it... after that our group won the amazing race... celebrated Jenna's birthday... had some talking about each other... after that went to the room... I was the last to bath cuz I bath v long de... take about 1/2 hour to come out... after that lights off....

Third day... nothing much... this time woke up at about 6+ like that... did some warm up... had breakfast... did teambuilding at baskerball court... it was fun... =)... after the teambuilding... we sweat like nobody bussiness... after that had lunch... after lunch... went back our room to pack up... went to the learning lounge and had some debrief plus taking cert... when Jenna dismiss us I really don't wish to go cuz we had so much fun together... =)... thanks hotdogs for giving me such a memorable event... love u all soooooooo much...

took bus 200 to the Bouna Vista MRT... Yvonne, Zhi Xuan, Jeremy, Kevin and etc... alight at I can't remember where luhs... left me, Nico, Yu Xin and Ben... they were talking to me about their fun in the camp room... haha.. it was hilarous luhs... Both Ben and Nico says that I have Panda Eyes.. haha... due to not sleeping well these past few days... and after awhile Desmond came and chat with us a little...

had some MSN chat today with the Hotdog's team... after a long chat... didn't feel like chatting due to some personal reasons... I don't know is it I think too much or what luhs... but I don't feel good somehow... thanks Nico for wanting to hear my problems... but is not the right time to tell you yet... when the time is right I will tell you ya... =)... thanks a lot buddy... and of course I can trust you that you can keep a promise for me... even though we only know each other for 3 days in camp... once again thanks~~... haha... and not forgetting yu xin thanks for the advice... and yong xiang... haha... thanks~~...

sometimes I feel holidays really sux cuz it always make me think something unpleasant whenever I am alone at home... yes... I have been crying at home during the weekend... cuz of something which I don't wish to reveal... haii... I don't know who I can trust... Now you tell your friends you will never know when they will say it out to others...

I hate the feeling when ppl want to compete with you cuz of some lame things... and then it makes me flare up and I say all those hurtful things without thinking of other people's feelings... Best friends? Buddies? close friends? those are just names... You will never know when they will betray you... I totally hate betrayers... but is really soffocating when you have to keep all your secrets inside... some things can't be told by parents cuz you will not feel comfortable talking to them about some stuff...

WHERE?!! WHERE are all my friends when I need them the most? The most I can trust is my secondary school friends... but they can't help much either... I really wish that I can talk all my feelings out with the person that I can trust the most... will there be such a person???

ok... i know i have not been updating my blog... yeah... not many people reading it anyway... yes... thanks to "them" that I have to change my blog url and it turns out that no many people know that I still own a blog... ahh... is good also... so I can vent my angers here without anybody knowing it...

so like today didn't go for PE... too tired... tok to sherwin till about 2+... and I pop on my bed and I fell asleep like a pig... woke up at 10am... bathed... went to print IT report for Sihui... and my bro laptop got prob so have to try and try till siao... I was almost late for school.. left my house at 11am when lesson starts at 12pm... yup... I was late and saw Jasmine and Benjamin standing outside... cuz they were doing their test inside... so waited for out turn outside... LOLX... we was so nervous for our test cuz Mr Hon will not let us off so easily... so yep... Beng Ho helped me a little... thanks... after that went to cafe 1 to eat... I didn't eat cuz left only 15 minutes... and the speed I ate is like quite slow...

David bought cakes... and he gave me one which I refuse to take it... and instead... he threatned me to tell everybody about yesterday thing... argh... ok... so I ate it... after that went up for D COM... will be having test this friday...

And i truly hate Mr Hon to the max... he is giving us lots of pressure... he knows that we got lots of project to do and yet he give us so many work... weekend do report pass up to him today and just had a test today... and he maybe wants to give us test tomorrow which I totally don't have time to learn. Luckily the whole class disagree, well except for one person... argh... don't wish to say his name. Still left IT presentation to do... grr... hate Mr Hon to the MAX!!! and worst! he wants to give a class test next week... chapt 1-7... and we only learn chapt 1-5... like wtf... hate him luhs!

ohh... today i was super angry when I know what happen... our class got one cheater! he copy some of my friends report into his report... and cher ask how come he copy and guess what he said! ohh... we share some parts of the report... like WTF!!! this is super not fair!!! we search for information very tiring and he just copy and paste the report so easily! without any hard work!!! shit him!!! still can tell me go yahoo cannot find hardware... LIAR! yahoo where can cannot find is he lazy to find lorx!!! NOT FAIR!!!

hmm... henry's PSP was being confisticated by the DM... yes... the DM... poor him... if cher sure will give back at the end of the day... but for DM... hmm... not very sure about that... haiii...

yep... still not in a good about what happen today... whenever comes to studies it takes a long while to forget the incident luhs... funny right... haii... yup... my hp can take back tomorrow le!!! yeaaaaaa!!! finally can put in lots of songs liao... LOLX... waiting for 1 week plus liao luhs... haha...

just now at Tanan Merah MRT... I saw benjamin... yes... the CSS2 Banjamin... his real person is even more handsome than on TV luhs... LOLX...

just had my IT ESS module 5 test today... and what the hell... this is the worst results i get through out the whole module... I just get 51+ for this freaking module... and mr hon just continue the timing we did last 2 weeks... where got time to finish??? but the timing we did last two weeks is not log out on the spot one lorx... like wtf luhs!!! waste so much time... then he set the question is also some part of the chapter 6... damn freaking piss off now... damn!!! i studied some parts of it and the part I studied didn't even come out!!! damn freaking IDIOT!!! arghhh!!!!

now for the happy event... yesterday just had D Comm test... freaking easy can!!! ahhhhh!!! I simply love the test yesterday... :D... but think that i did 1 or 2 mistake like that... but I'm simply happy that it came out easy... if not today my mood also not very good luhs... LOLX... but I am really angry about the IT ESS test luhs!!! though I pass but the result really sux luhs!!! damn!!!

still got HIS project going on... I meant the IT ESS... and needa pass up on the 10th... fuck! got to start doing the project liao... he think we all like robort sia... everything all want fast but don't know whether we can take it a not... he expert so what! our mind is not like his ok!!! he need to have sometime to do things... damn him!!! arghhh!!!!

needa vent my angers here... !@#$%^&*+-*/... freakinggggggggggggggggggggggg idiotttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOT IN A VERY GOOD MOOD NOW... ALL THANKS TO HIMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!