is 3.10am now n i am still freaking awake... had a super bad quarrel today with baby... n twice in one day... cuz of he is always super busy... i am busy is practically cuz of my school work of course... but his is like work, meeting, sch... is like juz after my exam n his busy schedule start coming in le... plus we already plan that fri, sat n sun... next week mon-sun... n yet... he had a super duper last min meeting on fri... which is like today... n he said he might b able to finish by 5 or 6 then will come mit me... sat he still need wake up early go his cousin wedding... then will mit me aftermath....

n i was like... 5 to 6... come amk 6-7? u only can pei me like till 10 or 11 then gotta leave to catch yr last bus... then tues he is wrking... cant mit me... n is also he told me last min de... thur fri having motor license also will mit me after that... sat got mfb meeting... also cant mit... haiii... then next next week gotta start wrk le... need $$$...

n yet he is still so busy... plus he is gonna go in army soon... argh! tell me... how am i gonna squeeze in to his timing...

always during my hol he will b damn busy de...

like the vietnam trip i got 3 weeks hol... he is so busy till only able to mit me for the last week... same goes for the taiwan trip...

but the taiwan trip i got 4 weeks hol... 1st week he at taiwan... 2nd week suay suay got HFMD... 3rd week busy with mfb... only last week able to mit me... u c how busy he is... tell me how am i gonna tolerate... during sch term... is i busy... now hol is he busy... argh!

dunu luhs... after the 1st quarrel we actually ok le... i said sry to him and he apologise too... after awhile he called me and said there is a meeting tml... i flare up again... n it wasnt being solve though...

i noe i had a v bad temper... but i juz simply hate being neglected... :@... stop here... going slp le...