baby said something today that make me v disappointed...
well, i wanna make something for his bday to give him a surprise... but he is a quick witted guy who knew what i was gonna give him... but he said that if valentine he will feel sweet and such but for bday he felt kinda not really sincere... i even search a lot of web and videos to learn how to make... i even slept late cuz of it... as my art isnt good... i failed a lot of time... and in the end i went to learn something else...
he said he bought me a ds and yet i only make something for him...
i was totally disappointed... muz u mind that so much?
u think abt how many jobs u gotta take in order to buy me one? n me? i dun even have a job yet... and he said i wasnt like really efficient to really go and find one...
well, at that moment i almost juz wanna slap him and walk off... but i didnt...
like sock hui she did chip in but all she wan for her bday is juz a elmo which is a simple wish from her...
though we bought something else and she is kinda disappointed...
but still she didnt ask mre like u did...
is the price of the gift really so impt to u?
like during our anni u gave me a small card... i was happy... i even keep it in my bag and took out to read sometimes... i felt sweet and love...
y cant u feel the same?
y u juz cant b like last time.. small little things i do for u... u will feel touch and sweet?
is it every couple will b like that? after long time together will ask for mre frm each other?
i noe i didnt do much for u... but u like always giving me expensive gift or juz a small gift and such... but u is u... u got wrk i dun have ok...
for example i buy u a psp then u muz buy me a DS luhs.. izzit?
todays incident really make me feel super disappointed in u...
it makes me feel mre hard to make u happy...
mre things to think to make u happy...
makes me feel like u r a change person...
makes me doubt on u... whether r u the right person for me...
y is it so difficult? y cant we juz be together happily... without minding what we r giving each other for bday valentine and such... juz simply be together in each other embrace and felt love, sweet and happy...
y u juz wan mre and mre frm me... baby... there is a limit to the things i can do... dun go too far... i cant take it...
i nvr stress u that u muz give me this n that...
the DS things... if i juz dun care abt u... i wouldnt even bother to say: baby, i dun wan DS le... i dun wan to c u wrk so hard... makes me feel v xin tong and such... i wouldnt tell joyce abt how i feel...
i cried hard that day is cuz i dunu y muz u think this way after we patch on that particular day...
plz baby... dun add to my burden and always make me think of what to do to make u happy...
i am juz super disappointed with u on what u told me today... i dunu all right...
dun b offended but i juz felt u r kinda too much today...
