today got a super bad headache due to studying late at night the past few days... the exam was actually ok... wasn't as difficult as I thought... finally get to relax... =)... was so stressed up for the pass few days... mugging like crazy... gosh! Just realized something... best friend, sisters, good friends all are just names... in a few years time, you will never know whether are you both still in a good friendship...

in sec days, all kept saying you are my best friend, my sister my good friend and stuff... but once you graduate from that school things change in a few months time... see each other in school again after a few months later you just walk pass the person like you don't even know who he/she is...

things has not been right this few days... friends getting pissed by me cuz I didn't get to meet them this few days... and Sock Hui told me if i cant promise something don't anyhow promise... but i did say that i cant mit you all what when sometimes you all ask me out... except for the genting part...

Sock Hui and me are all right now just left joycelyn... I dunu whats up with her man... Well, maybe she is not studying my course so she dun really understand what I going through... she always tell me to relax... but in this course there is a lot of programming and i need time to understand...

I did ask the both of them out but I don't know the outcome... I did what I am able to do already... now is depend on whether they understand a not... haix... having a bad headache now... gonna go slp alrdy...

and another thing I dont understand... some friends of mine says that I'm very "jiao ao" (proud) when i graduate from a particular school... the reason is... cuz I hardly contact them... -.-... is they change num also nvr tell me lorx... plus they most of the time working... how you expect me to keep in contact... and school reopen i also busy... no time to keep in contact either until during holidays...

*just hope that things will turn out fine... and friendship will go back to normal... is like shit now and rather shaky... just hope that we can sort and talk things out face to face if you all are unhappy with me about some issue.. if you all settle with me face to face at least things will solve even faster isn't it... rather than drag and drag and don't wanna tell till it become worst..