my mood was badly affected by the incident on fri... those who were with me on that day should know why... don't wish to talk about it again... =/... my mum can treat it like this has never happen before cuz she is back to the way she is... but not for me... I was badly affected by it... i didn't feel happy at all after that day... I wasn't the person I use to be after that day... everything is not going right for me this few days... hmmm... this year maybe a bad year for me I guess... maybe this is not the age of having my freedom yet... I know... maybe i'm too young to have such freedom... but everybody wishes to have their own freedom don't they...

I did try talking to my mum but she just won't listen to what I said... yea... she is the stubborn kind of person... which you can really find hard time talking to her to wake her sense of what you are trying to say... she will always have her opinon and always will want people to go her way instead of she going to to people's way...

maybe my parents don't really understand what I really wanted for years... and that is freedom... they still treat me like all those kids that needs protection... i mean all parents will want to protect their children thats fine... but if overly protected are you able to accept it???

maybe i am also taking for granted lately... keep on coming home late when i have class the next day... after that talk on the phone also almost everyday.. yea... gotta change the habit of mine... to let my mum trust me over again... my mum hasn't really been trusting me after what all has happen... so yea... gotta gain back her trust once again... everything must put back in place before anything gets worst...

not really in the mood to do anything right now... fri incident really shocked me and affected me badly... i haven't been smiling nor talking a lot to my parents lately... so yea... hope my mood will be back to place after a few days... =)...